WAW just got all dolled up to go a retirement party that I was supposed to go along with her. She literally could not care any less for me.
I also just stumbled upon the lovely birthday card she gave me in November. She's a completely different person now because we had 2 arguments in 10 months???
I feel so mad that I allowed her back in my life. I fell for her 3 hour cry fest at the Starbucks 10 months ago. She was so genuine that my heart ached for her.
The memories replay in my head and make me feel sick to my stomach.
And for her to take her daughter away from the only father she has ever known makes me sick. All she cares about is herself.
I don't want to be vindictive. And like Mach says, use your anger as a shield and not a weapon.
