Cadence - I can relate to how you're feeling. Part of us wants to protect our WAS even though they have gutted us.

Its so confusing to have such conflicting emotions. It truly is a roller coaster, a roller coaster I want off of.

Your story really resonates with me because of how fast your sitch evolved. 2 weeks ago, W and I were buying a nice house in the country and planning our wedding. Now she avoids looking at me when we are in house together. It's like she's a completely different person. How do they switch so fast?

I'm glad you got out with friends last night and enjoyed yourself. Continue to nourish yourself with friends and family.

Thinking about you today, hang in there.