Just hard to have a smile on my face and be positive around him when he's likely lying and carrying on with someone else.
I'm going to go through the phone again tonight and see if there are any secret texting apps. Today I only looked at FB messenger, text messages, and the call log. I just make it quick because I don't want to get caught. I'm thinking now he may have downloaded a texting app after I accused him of talking to her last week.
