I ended up leaving the house for a bit. Didn't tell anybody where I was going just said I was going out. I went and sat in the parking lot at a store and cried. I didn't want H to think I was crying about him. I was just emotional from the long letter and card from my dad along with a few hundred dollars for me to get my hair and nails done.
I know a lot of my emotions are from pregnancy but I just didn't want H to see me crying and think it was related to him.
My dad was nice to H when he got home. He came home late as he has been but I didn't say a word. I was getting him out of S6 hair when he came in so I was busy with that. The boys and I had already went to dinner I offered him something from the kitchen he declined and I went about my business. My dad have him a movie he rented for us so H put it on and we watched it. I got up And went in my room when it was over and that was that. Both the boys have been sleeping with me for the last few nights since H stopped sleeping in here so it's nice to have them.
We really didn't exchange any words. I don't feel like asking about his day or initiating conversation with him. I'm just trying to be pleasant overall and nice if he talks to me.
