The last time I posted on this thread, I was very ugly to some of you who were offerring help with my personal situation. I cannot apologize enough. This is new to me. and I an hurting so much like everyone so no excuse! I have read Michelles books plus read the forum looking for solutions and hope. I saw mt STBX at court April 4 and it was not pretty. I have gone darlk/nc since the end of March but today I emailed him regarding what to do about a car we both own. no relattalk just business. He stil refuses to speak to me. I don't get it. I miss him so much. We shared a life and for th most part it was wonderful. I replay the memories in my mind, I wonder if men do that? I want to believe we can reconcile but we are down to tbe wite. I never see him except at court. Is this hopeless? I believe he still loves me but for some reason he is adamant about a divorce and he let finances ruin our marriage. He is not doing great.it seems. Any stories like this that turned around. Its everything i can do not to contact him. and plead with him.
judeinla W 52 H 56 bomb dropped 6/17/16 H filed 7/2/16 Still Separated
