Yes I do feel somewhat better. I'm still faking it but I at least feel that after a few days he's going to wonder why I haven't brought anything up especially if I don't go to counseling with him Wednesday.
I know me telling him no texting in the house was probably not DB but I wanted him to know I'm not an idiot and I know something is up even if I don't have concrete proof to show him he doesn't know that. So if he is doing something he can just wonder the depth of what I know. That's why I said you're only fooling yourself and left it at that so he can wonder.
I'm going to try and repeat today. I have a ton of school stuff and lots of baby stuff to get prepared for. At my dr appointment they said it could be any day. I'm having fairly moderate frequent contractions but they come and go. I'm hoping the baby stays put until the 24th. I told my dr I don't have time before then. She said I'm the first person to ever say that.
So if anyone has any advice for this weekend I would appreciate it. I think as of now I am going to just get the boys dressed to do the things I planned on and we will go and if H chooses to come along he can. I won't remind him of plans or times. If he chooses to go out this weekend so be it. I'm just not sure if I should specifically say to him that just the kids and I are going and if he would like he can do something separately with them later?
