(((V))) Sorry things are so stressful right now. Don't give up, I believe you will make it through this and stronger than ever! You're a kind and strong women, I know you will.
You know where me and everyone else is if you need to talk or vent more. Don't try to deal with difficult things alone, we all need the support of people who care.
Get some sleep!
Accept what is, let go of what was, and have faith in what will be