Well, I haven't updated for a few weeks, so here goes...work is super busy and mixed too. My big project is progressing, but I'm out of my comfort zone at times. I started my new role (promotion) which is also a challenge and I'm a little out of my comfort zone there too. I'm starting to wonder if I may find myself on a work path that I don't truly want.
My boss (an old friend) is quite driven and ambitious for me. Me, I'm not that ambitious and prefer to be in my comfort zone and doing a job well. I guess I'll see how things unfold. I don't want to let him or me down, so I'll give things at least until the end of the year and if it isn't for me, I'll make plans. I may just be worrying unduly - it has been known in my case!
Still dancing, still singing and planning social stuff. I'm having a little party tomorrow, then off to a show on Saturday night and dancing Sunday. I'll be meeting up with SS and his Mum next week too. I've not seen him for a few months, or his Mum since last year. I'm sure it will be nice, but I always have a little 'opening the door back to the situation with XH' anxiety.
Next month will be a year since we D'd, so I'll have achieved my plan to not date during that time. Will I start thinking about that? Probably not. I don't see myself OLD, but I do seem to come in contact with a range of guys linked to activities I do - especially the dancing...so who knows??
Other than that, I'm looking to buy another little flat close to work, so hopefully that will all come together in coming months. Just living life really. Still ruminate from time to time, but really I have so little energy or regard for XH and what he may or may not be doing...
I hope everyone has a lovely Easter weekend xx
T 13 M 7 Me 48 H 46 SS 15 BD 7.14 PA D final 5.16 (H filed)
We receive & we lose, and must try to achieve gratitude & embrace with whole hearts whatever of life that remains after the losses - Dubus