I think that's why today [censored] so bad because I'm mourning the loss of what this really is and what's really happening. I was hoping after him going to the counselor there might be a glimmer of change or something. Instead I heard just like last BD that some people aren't meant to be together. I didn't react to that statement but it just brought me back to where we were 3 years ago and wow we really are going down this road.
Should I skip going to counseling together next week and just go alone?
