I know there are ups and downs but after last night I just feel like there is no hope what so ever and that his mind is made up. Knowing he changed all the passwords (which I didn't have access to in the first place) give me the clue that he is hiding something.
I really don't think I should bother going to counseling with him next week. I already know what I'm going to hear. His decision is made and he's just in this house for financial convenience and because I'm pregnant.
