This process is SO painful and so confusing. Not being able to breathe/sleep/eat/focus is something we all struggle with. I'm convinced divorce is worse than death because, especially with children, it's never over. We can explain losing a spouse to death, but we can't explain losing one to divorce...it isn't God's will and the marital struggles aren't irreparable. (usually) Know we are all in this together and pulling for each other's family unity. “You keep track of all my sorrows. You have collected all my tears in your bottle. You have recorded each one in your book.” Psalm 56:8 It's weird, but knowing how much it pains me to see my little girl cry, I find comfort knowing it doesn't compare to the pain God has for all we're enduring, right now. I know I haven't witnessed all D's tears and hurts because I'm not with her 24/7. And I certainly haven't been privy to all her sad thoughts and heartache. But God is with us. 24/7. He knows our thoughts, He feels our sadness and He's witnessed Every.Single.Tear.
Me 35, H 33 T 10, M 7 D 2 EA confirmed 12/22/2014 H moved out 2/1/2016 Returned 3/18/2016, H gave back my wedding ring 8/3/2016 H became distant 10/24/2016 H Moved out Filed 3/17/2017
