Family is on vacation since 4/8, I decided to stay back cause of my sitch.
Completed reading DR and had some good alone time to think. Not much contact with W other than a few text about kids/biz. I've Facetimed, text and spoken to my kids several times.
I thought I would get some sort of reaction from W staying back and not contacting her, but seems like she's going on her mary way in life. She's not showing much emotion or remorse etc. Don't know how I should read that at 5 weeks after bomb.
I guess I was expecting more.
I still have the emotion rollercoaster ride feeling the whole spectrum. Will it ever level out?
