Im so sorry, TO. I know the anguish you are feeling, it's relentless. I agree with the others that the best thing you can do right now is stop thinking about H and focus on you and the baby.
I know how hard it is to struggle through each and every day. It hurts to breathe.
I wish I had some advice that could make you feel better, but I don't because I don't know how to make myself feel better yet.
Let's take the vets word for it that things will get better with time. It's our only hope right now.
