I am just so upset. I know what's coming. I just feel it.
How can there be any hope? Everything he's doing shows me he's done. How can he do this before a baby comes.
I know I have to stop talking but I just don't know how to. I'm trying. I really am. I just am so hurt and upset.
I feel by not talking we are just going further apart. I want to stop crying and being upset. I am so over this. I want to feel like I'm doing something to make things better and I can't.
I don't want to have a baby in this situation. It tells me so much about how he doesn't give a [censored] about me for him to do this right now during this time of me having a baby
