I am so super nervous about today. I know that it doesn't matter but I just think about the last time he went to counseling during previous BD. It was basically to just figure out how to move forward with divorce. I know I can't change anything that happens but if he comes home and tells me he wants a divorce and it's over after talking to the counselor I will make him leave.
We are supposed to go to our accountant together tomorrow to do our taxes. I wonder if I should call the counselor to see how things went before I go to the tax appointment or if I should just see the accountant separately. Last time we went through this I filed separately.
Tonight when he comes home I should just do the same as last night, right? Maybe I'll say hello but nothing more. I won't ask about the appointment or any other questions. Then I'll just go to my room. ugh I hate this
