Leahsue, you've been so down the last couple of days. Where is that super cool, plucky lady? I know she is in there somewhere. We are all allowed to mope and complain, but then we have to get up and get going. You have an incredible life and friends, and hobbies. Don't project today over the rest of your life. Get out there and get going and let him catch up when and if he is able. I know you have this.
