Not sure if STFU was the right angle today but I did it. We didn't talk since I told him to get out etc last night
He text me around 6 to let me know he was working late to paint parts for a friend. I just replied ok. Didn't ask for a time or pry.
He walked in at 10. Very hard to bite my tongue because I knew he expected me to ask or say something but I didn't. He came in and didn't say a word went straight to take the dogs out and shower.
He got out came in the room to kiss the boys goodnight. Asked me if he still had his appointment at 4 tomorrow with the counselor. I just said I would send him the number he could cancel himself. He said no he was going and told me goodnight and went to the couch.
Not sure if I should be keeping quiet when he's coming home at 10. The only reason I felt like I should be quiet was because he sent me a text to tell me he would be late.
Anyway. I'm hoping to continue this silence until I can have this baby. I'm hoping. It will be easier for me as the days pass. I have zero intention of inquiring or changing my behavior after his appointment tomorrow.
I am hoping this baby stays put until April 25! I have been having a ton of contractions off and on. I'm drinking plenty of water. I go to the dr Thursday so we will see. I'm not ready yet!! My baby shower is April 23 loltalk about last minute.
Anyway - taking it day by day. Things are probably at the worst they've been since this started.
