I am happy to hear that you are doing better. Especially glad it isn't permanent.
I think sometimes the unedited version is more authentic. It takes a lot of courage to share the difficulties that we encounter in life.
Like you said, people can and do change. It is amazing that when we encounter loss (M/R, job, the death of a loved one, etc.), it can be a motivational mechanism for change. You see it all over these forums from LBSes. I've also seen it from WASes.
I don't need to go on, because I'd be preaching to the choir. Essentially, this place is a blessing, filled with caring people willing to take the time to encourage complete strangers.
I'll be back to read your cathartic tome. In the meantime...((25))
Me:45 ExW:48 M:04/97 3 Bombs & 2 ReCons 1st BD 11/10 D Finalized 4/20 D-16 S-14 Going in one more round when you don't think you can. That's what makes all the difference in life.~Rocky Balboa