Eyes on the next curve

[Bird]

Heard something serendipitous during my run this afternoon, will be adding it to my Dealing with MLC playlist.

I'll love you for my whole life through
I can't stand to see you sad
I can't bear to hear you cry
If you can't tell me what you need
All I can do is wonder why
Someday, someway aw
Someday, someway, yeah yeah
Someday, someway
Maybe I'll understand you

From Someday someway by Marshall Crenshaw

In other odd events, I had a dream about H last night. I have not dreamt about him in the 6 months since this happened. In the dream, I got out of bed during the night for a drink of water. I came back to bed and there he was, asleep in his pajamas right where he'd always be. I climbed back in bed, he put his arm around me and we went back to sleep. How is that for a brain craving a return to normal? Still trying to get it to accept the new normal. Someday, someway...