I read it a few times along with my threads with all the advice from everyone.
So H told me last night he needs space from me. He doesn't want to talk. I told him if he wants space and his plan is to act like I don't exist then he needs to leave the house because I'm not living in an environment like that. I told him he treats strangers with more respect then me. Then he tried to say nothing is going on he just needs space and to figure out how to deal with how he's feeling and that I only see the negative but I can't see how he's trying to show me he cares about me. Like he mulched the yard on Saturday before he went out and then cleaned the pool/hot tub did all the chemicals yesterday. I was kind of dumbfounded. Yes I appreciate those things but really??? So because you did that for me it erases everything else that he's been doing including staying out all night. He just said he doesn't know what I think is going on and that I must know something he doesnt. I just told him to stop and not to insult my intelligence.
I just told him I'm done pretending things are going to be okay. It's over and he needs to go if he can't be respectful that this isn't a hotel or a bachelor pad.
Then this morning I get a message from his boss. Explaining what happened Saturday night. Basically telling me he stayed there and was way too intoxicated to drive. Funny - he told me he was fine to drive and didn't stay out late because I ruined his night and he chose not to come home because he didn't want to deal with me. I didn't respond to his boss. I don't want to get his work involved and I really don't know what to believe.
Kind of odd when I tell him he needs to get out because I know something is going on that his boss messages me. I'm not going to give anymore thought to that. I have absolutely zero intention of talking to him. I'm going to take the boys to soccer tonight and I'll just take them to dinner after.
He's started leaving working early and coming to soccer practice. It's been almost a year since he was doing that.
I'm 100% focusing on the baby and my school. Minus discussing my stuff here.
