After talking with friends and counselor, her overworking the next few weeks is not something I can control and possibly may even work in my favor. I'm going to go dark for at least the next 5 days (setting a time helps me through it). I've gone through tremendous personal growth so far and the counselor said that her getting so upset when leaving is normal and there will be more times that happens as we go and more time from BD happens. Have to let her fall during this work period and maybe hit bottom. Be here if she reaches out but let her reach. Time is my friend.


Together 7 years
Married 3
Said she was taking long way home late January
Left to get some space 2/19/17
BD 3/1/17 ILYB