so, I know I have not posted in a bit as we were going through things.
I asked her to leave again on the weekend and that I was going forward with the separation.
I kept the kids with me. She needed to realize what things are going to be like.
she kept txting me on sunday night and monday and came to the realization that maybe it is best to work on the marriage to keep our family together and to keep the kids in a stable environment.
anyway, she said she is coming back home for good and asked if we can start slow by talking everyday about our days and stuff and go from there. She also asked if I could set up a call with my Marriage Coach who I have been talking to.
I am taking this all as good signs that we can actually try to move forward now. Maybe I am stupid for all the chances I have given her but I just feel that strongly about our family and I decided to give her one last shot....I told her I will give her my trust one more and dont take it for granted this time.
it will be tough, but I have fought hard this long and so what is one more battle at this point.
anyway, that is my update. I woke yesterday with the intention of not being married any longer and ended the day with my wife saying she is coming back home for good.