Nothing to report. H stayed on the couch and we aren't talking.
I called the counselor today to see if it's even worth keeping the appointment. I really don't want to waste appointments on H when he is saying and showing he's done when I could use the appointment s for myself. Since they are through my work they don't cost me anything but I only get so many per calendar year.
He was very surprised at H's actions because the last we met there was some forward progress. He still wants to meet with him.
I feel so exhausted from this. I feel so angry and resentful. H said I try to pick fights with him. I'm just so sick of being accused of everything g and being treated like garbage.
I told him not to mistake my kindness for weakness and that you can only push someone so far. I know when this baby comes I'm going to be so much more angry with him for doing this.
Anyway I worked today I'll be going home after and I'm off til next Tuesday. I have tons of school work to do and I'm hoping I can concentrate
Going to try and take a big glass of stfu. Just telling myself it's over and I will be divorced and that he's not my husband so I don't have any need to question what he's doing. I will not be intimate with him.
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