Eyes on the next curve

[SBJ]

I finally got to see a nasty side of him when we were having our meeting on Saturday. I've been wondering when he would stop being a martyr and start spewing. I have a feeling he will hold me to blame for his finances for the next 12 years.

Sometimes it's like they have it all figured out right, but they hadn't taken into account how negatively this will affect both parties. They are so self-absorbed at the time they cannot think of anyone else.

I wonder if this is what he envisioned when he wanted to leave the marriage because he "wasn't happy"? This seems so much less happy all the way around.

They think that the grass will be so much greener away from us...but it isn't greener on the other side, it's greener where you water it. It's funny, Saturday I cut my yard and put out the Spring time weed & feed...Sunday late I lightly watered it in. I laughed as I was doing so wondering how green I could make my yard and my life.
Maybe, just maybe, the yard she is playing in will be brown and weed infested...haha!!!

Keep the focus on you and your daughters. Pray for yourself and your daughters. Ask that God cover you with his Grace and give you the peace that you all deserve. Also pray that your H's eyes be opened and that he sees the truth.

Two songs that I have been listening to lately are "Keep Making Me"
by Sidewalk Prophets & "Even If" by Mercy Me...they are inspirational songs and show me that He is all I need and at some time I will know that He is in control and His will will be done.

Then when I need a little blow off steam music I listen to a bit of Chris Stapleton..."Whiskey & You" is one of my faves.

Stay strong my friend...we've got this!!!