I have only read the past few posts and it really has struck me about how your W came in and saved you and was all you felt you needed.
There is one person that can save us, and that is ourselves. We cannot put that power into someone else's hands.
I agree with Kaizen, you need to try to find a way to get back to yourself. Find yourself. Save yourself. Start small. Find one thing to do for yourself you would enjoy.
