You are on my mind and in my heart today. Not sure why, but I went back and re-read some of your posts and I am still amazed by your strength through all you have been through. In a post a few weeks ago, you missed not missing the Giggalo, but missing the thought of having that loving partner forever and missing the closeness. That is something I struggle with as well. I don't miss XH at all, but I miss being married and having someone to come home to.
I know the paperwork does seem endless, but there is an end in sight and you are getting there. Keep on keepin' on, V. You got this!!!!!!!!
Me 52, H53 Bomb drop 9/29/2014 Divorce from XH final 12/17/2014 Marriage #2 12/31/2019 5 adult (step)daughters (3 from XH's first marriage, 2 from current H's previous relationships) 6 grandkids