well the first thought i had when i read your post Cali was, "D@mn! Karma!"

I completely relate to the PTSD thing ... it's important to acknowledge where you are, and other guys who have been through it will be an immense source of support for you.

It won't always be this way. Now is the time for healing.

xoxoxo

M 20+ T25+
S ~15.5 (BD)
BD 4/6/15
D 12/23/16

"Someone I loved once gave me
A box full of darkness.
It took me years to understand,
That this too, was a gift."
~ Mary Oliver