It's such a shock to me when I encounter exh's spew and realize how much anger he still harbors towards me. Why? He literally has everything he wanted. When I ask and mention that he gets angrier.

People often need to vilify others to justify their own behavior. I just keep coming back to that and it helps me detach even more because frankly I don't want to be with someone like this. Just not at all what I want in my life on any level!

Cil you've come so far. This is just a way of the universe showing you how much you've progressed while he's still spinning his wheels. That said, maybe spinning his wheels is exactly what he's supposed to do right now on his own path.

Leave the rope and go for a walk with your pup. Look for spring flowers or signs of renewal where you are. Focus on that. xoxoxoxo

M 20+ T25+
S ~15.5 (BD)
BD 4/6/15
D 12/23/16

"Someone I loved once gave me
A box full of darkness.
It took me years to understand,
That this too, was a gift."
~ Mary Oliver