Wading through. I think I'm dealing with a MLC.

[leahsue]

Hi Cadence,
Just stopping by to say hello. I'm kind of down today but can't put my finger on why. I'm doing a lot of GAL this weekend, which should be making me feel better, but today all I want are H's arms around me and him beside me doing all this fun stuff that we used to do together. I have no idea where he is, what he's doing or who with, and if that's not the opposite of me being detached, well WHOA. OK, so today I'm not doing so well on the detachment front. At least he can't see or hear it, just you faithful friends.
I went to hear Anne Lamott speak last night about her new book, and that was fun. She always inspires me. Today I planted more flowers and a dogwood tree so that made me smile so much. Tonight one of my friends is coming to spend the night from out of town. If she gets here early enough, I'm going to take her downtown to the river entertainment district, but we'll see. Then tomorrow I'm so excited about- there is an air show here at the air force base this weekend, and my friend and I are meeting my sister and BIL and go together. I may pass out from patriotism. I cry everytime there's a flyover at a ball game, and good grief, when the US Thunderbirds do their thing I'll probably faint. We are sitting in the beer garden so that should be interesting. So I should be feeling up, but we can't always control those stupid hormones, just try to push past them. Anyway, try to have a good Saturday!
PS- those things you said again about ex-w still ring so true, just like in my own sitch- you word it so well. Someday we should compare notes in email, just so we don't bore this board to death with our similar stories!!!