So last night went furniture shopping for the apartment with the W. It was interesting and we actually had a bit of fun. I flirted with her throughout without being pushy and she noticed my changes. She said, "I'm not use to all this newness."

When I say changes, it's really just simply my attack against my depression. It's really more about me facing it and lifting a bit of the dark cloud that I've let drown me out. I'm enjoying it.

At one point, she said, "wow, so now you think i'm funny" and I said quickly, "you've always made me laugh and I've always loved your humor". She told me that she was about to cry and had to hold it back. I told her I was just being honest.

Towards the end, she said that she wasn't sure how she was so calm and whether she's just insane or just feeling better moving forward. My inner voice said one answer (you can guess), but I said "it's probably a bit of both" and she smiled.

Came home to movie night with the kids and we watched Fantastic Beasts after picking up some movie candy for the kidos. Really enjoyed time together.

Hope everyone has a great weekend.


Me 42, Wife 39; Married 16; Together 17; Kids: D13, S10
Wife asks for Divorce: 03/19/13
Reconcile: 07/07/13
Round 2 Starts: 02/19/17
Apartment Life: 04/21/17
PA Confirmed: 05/23/17