Leaving it up to God (I think!)

[Coly23]

Hey Surv1ve, I think you and I were posting at the same time!

Thanks so much for the visit. I agree, this isn't my H at the moment. The H I knew would be horrified if he heard someone else make those promises to D and then go back on them. He actually said to me a few weeks ago that people are always breaking promises so it's no big deal!

I do still find myself spinning without any warning sometimes. A thought will just pop into my head and then I'm off! Saying that though it has been getting better. I've been exercising a lot more but this week has been especially difficult due to work so I've only been to the gym once! Also I've seen a new yoga place open up down the road from me so I'm going to try that out and see if it helps. I did go to one yoga class at my gym a few months ago but it wasn't for me. It was taken by a very elderly lady who covered me with a blanket at one point in the class so I didn't get too cold.... :0D