Is there another side? I just feel like it's never gonna get better.
I feel like everything is great for him and tough for me. A big part of me wants him punished. Then once in a while a small part of me feels different. I love him and I Hate him and I wish I was indifferent. I'm not in love with him. I don't feel attracted. I HATE these feelings.
Finding out he was in a relationship last spring and possibly, probably still in one really bothered me.
Also the legal system feels really unfair to me.
I just want things to be easier for me. I'm tired of constant struggles. I want to feel motivated and hopeful.
