OK - Cadet, I'm going to reread a beginner's mind section. I've been through break ups before and never really mourned or allowed myself to feel the pain. Since my dad died two weeks after my H moved out, I think this pain is a culmination of a lot of hurt from past relationships where men have left me for another woman; my daddy, my long-term (7 yrs) boyfriend and now my 2nd husband....all have strayed before leaving. I am feeling hopeless right now. I'm learning a lot about myself through help of therapy and really want an incredible, passionate, committed partnership with a great man...I'm exhausted.
M: 49 H: 47 Son: 8 DBomb: Dec 9, 2016 H moved out: Jan 24, 2017
