Cristy,

Thank you for the offer. I may take you up on it. I am VERY fragile right now. My H is currently out of town even as I type with OW and I'm here with our son shattered to pieces. Not meaning to dramatic, and I feel like I'm just a sobbing mess. I know I'd be better off without him.

This is excruciating and the worst I've ever felt during this long of a stretch - been 4 months. And I feel like I'm treading water in the middle of an ocean with waves pummeling me one after another. It's like peeling the layers of an onion - each layer brings a new traumatic surprise. WHEN DOES IT END??


M: 49
H: 47
Son: 8
DBomb: Dec 9, 2016
H moved out: Jan 24, 2017