If your W decides to come back, what is going to be different than before? It is clear that you both are all over the place emotionally.
More importantly, how are you different than when you arrived here?
For what it is worth, I would suggest taking things extremely slow if your W chooses to come back. Otherwise, it will all fall apart, because all of the damage.
Work to gain the relationship skills to have a healthy MR. That includes clear communication, trust and forgiveness. It all takes time and work.
Me:45 ExW:48 M:04/97 3 Bombs & 2 ReCons 1st BD 11/10 D Finalized 4/20 D-16 S-14 Going in one more round when you don't think you can. That's what makes all the difference in life.~Rocky Balboa
