Thank you for responding. I'm sorry you are going through this as well. I actually thought I had a handle on it until we had that conversation yesterday and it was like my heart being ripped out my chest all over again. I got hooked and fell on my face hard. It is so much better when he is just not around. You say the OW is his drug. And, yes, I know I can't fix him. I just want this hurt to stop SO badly! I am exhausted from little sleep, ruminating and obsessing about him and DB'ing.
It is time I just stop everything....but then I stop to panic thinking if I stop all contact with him, he'll just continue to slide into the comfort and routine attachment to the OW....OUCH!!!! It hurts.
Again, I feel bad ranting on about my sitch when you are kind enough to reach out from yours!! How is your heart doing? How are your daughters doing? How is it you healed from your pain the first couple times?
Thanks!!
M: 49 H: 47 Son: 8 DBomb: Dec 9, 2016 H moved out: Jan 24, 2017
