It takes two to make it work (pt. 6)

[SBJ]

Thanks Kyh...I know that God will guide my family thru this trial, but it is exhausting.

Why do we sometimes do things that we know we will get hurt by? Yesterday I searched FB because I noticed all of the HBD messages to my W. Low and behold there were tons of well wishes. What I noticed was that there were only a few that she responded to. One was a friend of hers that is the feel good person...whatever makes you feel good you should do it, is his motto. The other 2 were to to other guys. One was the older bother of her OM and the other was to the younger brother to the OM. While I know I should not have even looked...I did it anyway. I guess I was the kid that touched the stove even after my peeps told me I'd get burned.

That totally made for a gut wrenching evening. I will be forcing myself to stay away from social media...that is probably for the best anyway. Instead of looking at the false lives of others, I should keep myself focused on myself and stay in the word anyway.