Eyes on the next curve

[Bird]

There should be a singles support group for survivors of a spouse's midlife crisis. We all know what it means to fight for your family and take care of them no matter what. It would certainly make for better options the second time around.

I can't get out of my funk since I got back. I don't know if I want to hold on to this rope. If he even wakes up, is that a mess I want to just wade back into? Right now I kind of want to set the whole rope on fire. Everyone says they're here for me, his family included. But day after day I sit here by myself trying to figure out how to do it all. I guess it's hard for people. If we put forth a reasonable outward appearance, no one can really see the torture going on inside. I'm tired.