It takes two to make it work (pt. 6)

[SBJ]

Journaling...the W's birthday is this week and I have given $$$ to my oldest to take care of a gift from the kids to her. Is it weird that I still feel odd not going out and buying her a gift for her birthday? I always got a charge out of finding something that I thought she'd really like. My MIL is taking her and my kids out to dinner to celebrate...first one apart.

I have been keeping her and my children close in my prayers this week. I have been on edge since it is getting close with regards to the D paperwork being ready. Actually received 3 calls from her so far today...2 about business stuff and one about $$$ (taxes and kids). Sometimes, it is awesome to hear her voice. Brings back happier memories for sure. I miss hearing from her during the day either to tell me something that has happened or even just to ask me to pick up something on my way home from work.

I'm not one to analyze dreams, but I had one hell of a nightmare/angered dream Sunday night. It woke me to where I couldn't go back to sleep. It made for one long day yesterday. Anyway, in it I was having a heated confrontation with the OM and the W was defending him. I woke up when things were just getting too out of control. I guess I was too mad and angry to get comfortable to go back to sleep.