Your bomb drop was only a year ago. There is still more healing for you to do. You went from being married to being a new relationship before you really were able to heal with the scars this leaves behind.
You've been moving along to other steps pretty fast without fully dealing with what this whole sitch left behind. I'm not saying get out of your R. But don't be in such a rush to find this personal "passion" you seek. You'll find what you love ot do when it's time.
More often than not we try to find ways to cover up and just move on. Moving on is good, but keep dealing with your feelings and time really does make a HUGE difference.
