Point very well taken. It a tight rope walk. I am certainly trying to take care of myself, but still not confident in my sitch. It's all I think about these days. I'm trying very hard to put a good face on and at least look strong. I feel myself starting to feel better. W has sent good signals and she has been very forthcoming. I know that the flames of the fire are extinguished, I just have to be carful of the residual embers that lie beneath.