It's a good thing I had no expectations. The reconciling only lasted a few days. She started posting art for celeb again and when I pointed it out she went into such a rage that she broke a plate and threw a glass at me. Luckily, I moved fast and dodged the glass. She says that she hates me and I took over her body when I got her pregnant. She says that we will never have sex again because it makes her sad. Once she calmed down I told her I accepted everything and we should talk about how we are going to separate. Total silence. I asked her what her plan was to prepare to be independent and she has no plan. Over a year has passed and she did not even have a single thought about how she would accomplish this. She expects me to take care of her until she is ready which she admits could take years.
After that she switched back to being kind again. I asked for nothing but she offered to "pull it way back" emotionally with celeb and sleep in bed with me again as long as I understand that we would not have sex. She still wants to go on a previously planned date with me tomorrow.
Taking it one hour at a time because one day at a time is to much to handle.
