I haven't been on here in several weeks. I had a good trip to Mexico and was able to relax some. No changes at all in my situation and still waiting on her attorney. I don't know why after everything she's done that I can't seem to shake some feelings. I catch myself thinking about the past about every day and still miss her. I feel like it's never going to end and that I will stay broken. My birthday last week was the worst. First time in 5 years I didn't spend it with her.
