I think you did okay considering. I see a lot of positive steps here, you working on your yard and engaging in chats with new friends. You are starting to get spunky and think about placing boundaries. Keep up the mask when engaged with your H, eventually the mask becomes the actual face. I watch The Tudors a lot to see grace and dignity when Catherine of Aragon is being portrayed. Silly but effective for me.
M 10yrs T 13yrs BD #1Oct 2015-PA between WAH and COW BD #2 April 2016-WH resumed PA, she broke it off Jan 2 2017 WH says he wants divorce April '17-Letting go 2018 D busted DD8, DS6, DS3