I had already agreed to give her money. She didn't need him at all.
I spent last night looking at baby pictures with my boys and all the pictures of me were sad and fat. Like, VERY fat. I knew I'd gained a lot of weight but nothing like that. I've lost almost all of it, and as challenging as my life is, it isn't that hard to be reasonably fit. It reminded me of all the different ways he hurt me over the years. I can't remember one good thing about being married to him. I made purses out of pigs' ears for 15 years.
I guess I'm being sensitive today but I don't want him ANYWHERE near me. I don't want him doing nice things for me for any reason at all. He hasn't said Happy Birthday to me in 3 years, I don't want him contributing to my birthday and feeling like a hero for it.
Me42, H40 D12, S8, S7 A revealed: 7/13 Sep 4/14; Agreed to D 1/15
