Round 2

[Tryin2figuritout]

Good Morning Y'all... Had a good night with one of my best friends last night who's about in the same boat as me. He's a tad bit different in he has little to no emotion at all about it. That's just his personality. Makes me jealous sometimes and others not.

It's really crazy when you sit back and think of how so many of us just get complacent in our M without even knowing it. Daily life, daily grind, work, bills, responsibilities, kids, etc. just take your attention off of things and it's hard to get on top.

Honestly, and I've said this to my W, I'm glad she sparked this now whether we end up D or not. I KNOW we'd end up D if she had not had and it probably would have been once the kids are in college. Am I going to get another shot at this with the W, I don't know and I'm starting to accept that I don't care.

Let me rephrase that... I can't care because it weighs you down. It's serenity. It's out of my control. I feel for the most part my steps forward are more than my steps backward and I'm grateful for this.

I hope everyone has a great weekend.

Trying