I hope you got a good night's rest. The hope or thoughts of it working out with y'all together can weigh you down so quickly. It's a daily fight and sometimes an hourly fight to not do that.
It's totally ok that you do this. We all do it. We all think about what we could have done differently in the past now that we see things clearer. We are all concerned about what the future holds with this BS cloud flying over us. But...
The beautiful thing is now is the only thing we can do. The present... today... enjoy it. I know it's not the weekend you planned, so now what will you make of it. The Leahsue I've read on here will be rockin it this weekend.
I wish you the best to have a great day TODAY.
Trying
Me 42, Wife 39; Married 16; Together 17; Kids: D13, S10 Wife asks for Divorce: 03/19/13 Reconcile: 07/07/13 Round 2 Starts: 02/19/17 Apartment Life: 04/21/17 PA Confirmed: 05/23/17