hwllo... it's been a while since my last update... not much happening I finished my contract and planning to travel soon. Kids doing great at school .. so proud of them my relationship with them is great they rarely ask about their dad anymore ... a lonely msg from time to time but nothing much ... on the other hand I earlier send him an email saying we need to sit down and talk but he kept saying he is traveling and will let me know... at the end I sent him an email saying if he started a life somewhere else and don't want commitment to any of us he is free to go and can go ahead with divorce too. I guess no divorce busting skills at all. But I guess I got fed up of chasing someone doesnot even want to talk... but I know I don't want to live with this kind of behaviour .. I am sorry n a much better place now than before... I am traveling in two weeks time I thought I will see him before that but now I think not... which mean will not see him till end of summer... I think that is great ... I feel I am now moving on without him in my life... when I sent him that email he replied that he still wants to talk and got tangled with money issues... he still cares and hewants to be a father and a husband to us one day.he says he realize that it is his fault that kids are distant and what he put us through.. what a distorted way of thinking and I should wait till he wake up I guess... I learned a lot about myself now and I don't need him no more . I guess he is with eithdrawal and depression stage now but not sure if h ever will shape from it as a healthy person.
Anyway spring is here now and life looks much more promising... somehow I know everything will be good.
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M 45 H 45 D1 12 D2 9 BD 04/14 Living two different state Not officially separated
