25mlc, I AM HAVING A HARD TIME TONIGHT. If you're here, please give me some positive self-talk. I feel so sad. Like I want to give up and just either live here in this amazing house, alone, and give him up, or keep thinking this MAY work out. If he were on this board, this is what I would say~ Go To He$$. I am so tired of this. Let's just call this now, and you won't even have to "work" at trying to love me anymore. Someone else will love love love me, someday, and they will be one lucky SOB. Thank God for this place I can vent, b/c I will not stoop to this BS with him. I am a HOT MESS and I don't deny it. So much for "rockin it". HA.
M-60 H-51 M-14 years BD 12/26/16 S 1/1/17
"First the pain, then the rising." Glennon Doyle Melton
