am a committed, loyal and honest person and so it is hard for me to accept what is being done to me. I have never stepped out of our marriage, I have always, always taken care of him. Sure, I have issues, I'm not the best wife all the time, and sometimes I know that I can be way out of line, but none of us are perfect
I am/was, too. And that's one of the things that made it rather difficult to take. I never even considered it. Sad thing, I never was told a lot of things I should have been told. We all have issues. All of us!
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I feel I deserve so much more than what I am currently being treated like
Yes. Yes you do.
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however I have been seeking counseling for everything I just listed, and I have had many, many breakthroughs (go me!!
Good for you! Recognizing and seeking help are great steps in personal development and growth. I wish my ex had done that after her childhood trauma. I really do. I feel that we'd be in a much different and better place. But, it is what it is.
I'm so proud of you! I've said this many times before and will say it again, you are in a much better place than I was at your stage. Good on ya!
There are moments in this life when you are so confident in the rightness of your actions, that not even for a second do you consider the option that you might be wrong.
